Recently in Pure disaster Category
54kg now, halfway through the exams. Lets see how much it'll drop to on the last day.
My record was previous term at 51kg.
This photo was taken at 10.30 am. Then it got darker and darker but I was already in class for my second period which was from 10.30am. At around 11am, people were screaming outside and I already knew that the eclipse was clearly visible. But my lecturer didn't care....
All of us could only look outside... the dark gloomy outside... instead of paying attention in class
And when class was over at 12, my lecturer , "oh yea! solar eclipse... Is it over?"
Diagnosed with Leukemia 14 months ago, he left this morning. I just came home from his funeral preparation with 2 of my other friends. Not attending his funeral tomorrow because it will be held in Hiroshima.
Seriously regret for not giving some words of support by replying his sms which he sent to me 2 mths ago.
Life ...
I'm not going to talk about things that happened.
Instead I'm going to do a book review.
Continue reading Mottainai.
BANKCRUPT!
And this is how I spent my first month's scholarship stipend...
1. Ferry ticket to Osaka to attend the education fair.
2. A multi purpose machine. I don't know how to translate ... I just call it multi task machine.
Continue reading spend buy spend.
Something is wrong with me for weeks. Fatigue or stress; or both ... or am i just using them as excuses for not working harder? Or is it because I'm purely lazing around?
On Wednesday, I dreamt that I woke up at 11 and I didn't bother going for classes so I slept again, in the end I really woke up ..... at 8am. Today I woke up at 10.40am... missing my class for the first time this year! And thought it was Saturday. Shall I just point my finger at the cold weather? (Rainy season so its cold again)
Something is wrong...
Job hunting or Graduate School?? What if they both demanded for me? heck..Am I that demanding?? Looking up too high on myself.. but isn't it a good thing to boost my motivation?? ...
I don't wanna work!! I wanna study! ... but .. What if my ideal job comes looking for me?? .... What if I pass TokyoU(Todai)? I know I don't have that kind of quality to do so... but what if I did? 2 of my friends told me it is possible... But I don't have a scholarship... ... sh-t .. I can't be selfish... Fama has to stop paying after I graduate! ... but .. work .... See, I'm just being immature cos I don't wanna face the society and enter the working world. What a spoilt failure... but ...but .... studies.. Why do I get paid to work and not study? I am still contributing in a way! .. I don't get paid if people actually get reference from my thesis in future... if they do pay.. it'll be too late. heck... will my thesis be that good in the first place?!!
I'm working for it ... ... I have what I think are good ideas for my research ... darnn, it hasn't even begun yet! not in half a year! but I think I'm laid back too... What am I talking about??
I know I'll go crazy and die of stress if I get into Todai ... TUAT applications in Aug next year ChibaU is in Feb... A good uni by standards, or a conveniently located campus of a decent uni?
eh? I don't know what I'm talking about ...
I need to swim .... get me a pool.. I will beat the pool water crazy...
Note : I will be okay. Don't come and console me 3 days after this entry is posted cos it will just provoke me again....
and I pray for a miracle for the missing passengers of Air France 447. I hope their yellow boats get drifted by the current to a Brazilian island.
A clip we saw in class (Erosion Control) the other day. Just felt like sharing it. It's only one minute... watch it.
Question : Do you have second thoughts of investing in these areas?
ok, keep quiet and concentrate on my report. I also have a test on Friday.
Somebody has to stop me... I've been eating 2 pieces of fried chicken everyday for 4 days now!!
I blame it on Michelle Gan for posting up photos of her friend eating fried chicken!!
... and the supermarket for reducing prices on the wrong items...
It was a close to death experience. Every moment I thought I will die because of it.
I was sick for exactly one week.
Continue reading Viral infection.
For 2 and a half days, I've :
1. Consumed 3.5 liters of isotonic drink
2. Used 10 sheets of fever cooling pads
3. Not taken my shower, didn't even have the energy to brush my teeth
4. Eaten only one chocolate snack bar.
5. Spent more hours in bed than anywhere else.
6. Had no choice but to attend my stupid labwork (for 2 days)
7. Been wearing the same clothes. I only had sufficient energy to change my socks
I still feel a bit queasy ... Has this got something to do with my new bed sheets?
